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22 January 2020 @ 09:53 pm

This journal is in 90% locked.
I just wanna know, who reads some of my more private entries.
But still I love making friends, so don't worry. ♥

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Current Mood: happyhappy
11 July 2010 @ 06:08 pm
Okay, so quickly, cuz i'm not gonna to abandon my lj again. I'm just
leaving, leaving, leaving
for vocalist camp. will be back in two weeks (i'll miss SHINee's comeback! T_T again. screw it.)
miss you! ♥

btw. i already love Miss A

Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Bad Girl Good Girl - Miss A
07 July 2010 @ 05:50 pm
why i feel so fucking epmty because of things i love? because of people so far away, so impossible. and i'm falling.
so fucking can't stay this feeling anymore. i'm watching 'no other' and feel sad. fucking sad and empty. DO NOT WANT.

sorry for fucks, i don't know what's wrong with me and my lj. sorta dead.

anyway, myself i got to my dream school and it makes my happy as never. i'm starting new chapter in my life, therefore everything is exciting. only one thing i miss is lj, cuz spazzing only for myself is not so fun and i miss all these amazing people here (so sorry for you, my lovely guys) but... there's something holding me back from it. why? can i back again? is there someone who wants me back?

plus... you know what? i'm in love. yea, with the egoist guy, who, as i guess, can't see the world except himself. but i'm in love. how is that even possible? why i'm like that?

SJ's No other  MV is the cutest thing in the world in this moment, okay?
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: No other - Super Junior
11 June 2010 @ 11:48 pm
Hello guyz, i have seriously only five minutes to post only this meme. So without intros, i'll write something more senceful after Sunday (my performance and such). Next week will be finally free. Sorry, i'm more active on twitter lately

- Leave a comment saying "TOFFEE".
- I'll respond by asking you five questions to satisfy my curiosity.
- Uptade your journal with the answers to your questions.
- Include this explanation and offer to ask other people questions.

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Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: love ya - ss501
25 May 2010 @ 09:22 pm
At first I wanted to apologize you guys for my last emo-entry. Thank you all for your support, you're simply the best f-list ever.

I really feel like writing something special for SHINee today, especially because they are (together with SJ) my major bias in kpop world and I'm neglecting them currently, ain't i? But I have a test from History tomorrow, while I'm just back from school so...  I have to force myself to leave it like this.

SHINee boys, I met you shining and you stayed like this in my heart.
All the best for your 2nd anniversary, shining babies!

Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Seniorita - SHINee
20 May 2010 @ 09:06 pm
Already apologize for this entry. You don't have to read it.

This is the time, when all my feelings are coming out of me. All days long I feel like crying or sleeping, doing nothing, who cares. It seems like all school matters, stress connected with my future school, which is one, big unknown, my longing for my friends and for all of you guys, fact that I have no time lately, I'm horribly tired, still someone wants something from me,  that I neglect all and everyone who's important for me. I can't stay it any longer. Today after parent's meeting, mu tutor complained about me to my mom, she said I'm absent, unsettled, sleepy and don't carying about many things I supposed to lately. YES, THE FUCK, I AM. She said what's happening to me? GOOD QUESTION, WHAT'S HEPPENING? I was always such a good girl, huh? I just wanna leave all this shit I'm stuck in.

I'm bad friend for you, guys, I know. I won't mind if you'll start to leave me, really. Just wanna you to know I love you, trurly. I'll try my best to get out from this strange state, mood or whatever it actually is and come back to you in one piece, with new energy. 


Especially to matsukou  and osanago_ryu . Thank you for all what you gave me. You're the best in the world. Love you, really, really much.

But's not that there's only sadness here. I have something what's keeping me alive. My friends and my class, I don't wanna leave this 27 dorks in moth. The trip was freaking amazing. THE BEST EVER. What's more, it was all documented by the filming! First part of video will be released on Saturday, as for now there's a trailer. (my intro's somewhere around 0:25)

Plus, yesterday I got sacrament of confirmation. My patroness's from now St. Cecilia.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted